happy birthday loi..

whereever you are eloisa d. I miss you..

I want to grow…

I envy people who are growing at a rapid pace…

I love my family..

I haven’t been able to tell them lately, but just so the whole world knows, i love my dad, my mom, my grandma, my grandpa, my sister and my brother and of course my everyone in my exended family, my aunts, uncles and cousins. I love my barkada as well, the three girls and the four guys with theur significant others.

I think of all of them every now and then, hoping they are safe. Sometimes ~ get sad because every moment i am away, i miss a moment in their lives. I want them to know, even though i am far away, they will always be part of mine.

random post..

for some reason, I was feeling a bit off today. Yesterday I was a bit sick. That was since the other day actually. Sometime around the afternoon, I was starting to feel a bit woozy. I was waiting for a meeting to start but no one came on time and i fell asleep.. on the floor. I have the tendency to settle on the floor sometimes. It just feels more comfortable for me 🙂 Anyway, I just shut my eyes for a moment because I was starting to feel nauseated. Before I knew it, I fell asleep.

Today I was a bit down. I don’t know, for some reason I couldn’t get myself to cheer up. Thanks to my friend who tried though, he was able to successfully pull a laugh out of me for a few minutes. I guess it is normal. I’m usually a happy person so I guess there should be some moments that are meant to balance it out. I decided to distract myself with work, and i guess you can say it was quite successful. I learned a lot during the exercise.

*sigh* i’m just not in the mood right now. I would be normally up to talk about anything under the sun. maybe today is just not my day.

Productive

Today, I went from Zero– to 100+

3 Lessons Learned from Guitar Hero

• There are times when you’ll just have to face the music in order to move forward. Even though you don’t like the music that’s playing, you’ll just have to get through it and get it over with.
• Don’t let mistakes make you make MORE mistakes. It’s tough not to panic and get distracted, and just concentrate on what coming next. But you’ll have to, or else, You’ll end up missing more notes, and not achieving what you could if you had just dealt with what was in the now rather than what has passed.
• When dealing with face-offs, it’s not enough to simply make use of advantages as you come by them, it’s also wise to know WHEN to use them.

I have gotten on and off the guitar hero addiction recently. Because of a recent "devastating experience" I had to find something to get my mind off the stress (way too much apparently). Lo and behold, just when I thought I was going to break down, a colleague of mind gave me the news that we had Guitar Hero 3 in the house. We played for about 5 hours — well he left early but I stayed on. :p I absolutely LOVE the game, maybe more so because of my inherent love for playing music, or maybe because it was a distraction to my worries. Consistently played for about 5 days, but I forced myself to stop. I HAVE WORK TO DO! But, once all this dies down, I’ll definitely get back on it. This game totally rocks.

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//blogging on my laptop at a kopi tiam through Internet Sharing on Windows Mobile

Durian!

My comfort food… Yum…

eventually, people get sick of things…

day 4 is coming up. I can’t believe I’ve been working here for a year already. It’s been a great learning experience, I have to say.  One regret I have is I didn’t make the most of it at the onset.

Do I love my job, you might wonder?

There are good times and there are bad times, as with everything. There are times when I’m extremely happy, as my bosses would put it, I get that kick out of what I’m doing. There are shitty days too, when I feel like I just want to give up, crawl into a grave, and let the world swallow me whole. Having friends to root you on and help you see a different light to things definitely helps, but still, it’s just painful sometimes. But I guess I wouldn’t trade it for anything else right now. Not say ever, just not right now.

So yeah, I guess you can say I love my job.

In another part of aimee’s mind…

let me try that whole blogging with my eyes closed thing again…

waterfall engraves the words that seem to ddance outside the wonderful sunshine that is coming through a window with the zune playing music blasting out my alarm clock stepping up in the streets is impossible to do with a girl with long braided hair in a virtual world playing music cars in a moonwalk and jotting down with a pen and paper in a notebook that cannot be found what i was looking for and seeing the change ina  more gradual sense of the beat is terribly painful when you know that it’s never going t obe there alone in the dark with nothing with a camera. night vision. seeing in the dark, taking yourself for granted because i know it really doesn’t matter to you. I want a projector here online with seventy million things that can possibly happen. I think that world is going t obe different. If only things were different. I think the light will eventually shine on the guitar that’s playing in the other side of the world at 3 hours the opposite of the pain that’s sticking inside of a post it note. dance.pop! glide.

Testing…

Nothing but my phone, my zune and my cheese prata.. Let me see if mobile blogging with pictures work..

Heater in the cab!

This is the first time i rode a cab and actually got to use the heater. It’s been friggin’ cold the past few days and today more especially. I feel i’m falling sick. Been a bit stress full the past few days.

+points to this cab, the driver even offered candy! Best cab experience in my life.

Btw, to my friends who have been calling and sms-ing, and IM-ing, really sorry if i seem like such a b**ch by not replying. Thanks for still remembering me, i’m beginning to forget myself! But rest assured, i’m okay. Things are just a bit hectic!

//Blogging on my Windows Mobile!